Your power at work in me, I will be free!
Today I cried well screamed out in tears is more like it. God I don’t understand???? What am I missing? My heart stands in awe of You and I trust You to fulfill your purpose for me, yet inside I ache and hurt in ways I can’t speak. I still do things I wish I didn’t yet my heart pounds more of you Lord show me how to hold nothing back. Have I gone bipolar? Or does my internal desire what my external can’t fathom yet in a world that pounds down and drowns out the heart on fire for Jesus?
Regardless…..here I am God, arms wide open